8/30/18

It's been a while. A long while. It's currently 7:46 PM and I'm listening to a playlist of my favorite songs. I haven't written anything creative for a long time. In my last trimester (that's right, we do trimesters instead of semesters) of English we only did essays. And in my first trimester of English we did one creative writing project. It's been almost a year since then. I'm tempted to work on my creative writing and/or drawing skills. While writing this I've actually discovered a new tool. Apparently you can schedule your posts, huh, who would've thought? Whenever I play a game I manage to easily tune out all my thoughts and just focus on the story line or game play or whatever else is present. I mean, duh, I'm pretty sure everyone does that. Something about it just feels really peaceful to me, probably all the dopamine being released to my brain. I absolutely love getting a little taste of the world's best moments. Most of them involve sunlight in one way or another. The sun slipping through the back window of a car? Sunlight casting shadows on a suburban home's carpet? A girl sitting on that carpet, counting the collection of coins she has and chewing bubble gum (whilst listening to music on a Walkman)? Utterly perfect. I would kill to have enough money to not worry about borrowing from my parents. I would kill. Such an odd phrase. It's technically psychopathic but hey, it's become mainstream so I guess it's okay now. I probably sound like I have ADHD. I don't. I don't know why I'm so defensive of that fact. I guess I'm just afraid of people assuming incorrect things about me. Yikes. I wish I had my own car. Something simple and antiquated, perhaps a VW Bug. Anyway, my fingers are tired so I'll just wrap this up with the songs I listened to while writing this.

I Don't Want to Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
She's so High - Tal Bachman
Fly - Kunal Datta
First Time - Lifehouse